Day Tripping in Pisac: An Experience with San Pedro

28 08 2012

Peeling Pedro in Pisac

The San Pedro Cactus

There are questions about our ancient ancestors and the ability of shamans to transcend to other dimensions that have been gnawing at me for years now. And where did they get the knowledge and ideas to build such monumental structures? How were they able to build pyramids with such a degree of accuracy?  I can only come to one conclusion: The ancient shamans were on drugs!

Of course, I am not the first researcher to reach this conclusion. As a matter fact the idea is almost a foregone conclusion, but was it the experiences they had whilst indulging in hallucogens that allowed them to envisage the knowledge to build such great structures and acquire the knowledge to do so. Shamans say some drugs speak to them and tell them everything. Some have reported being given the answers to complex mathematical equations such as string theory. Could the plants of nature really help humans be so powerful and knowledgeable?

The hallucogens shamans use to day are mostly for healing. Ayahuasca and San Pedro are hallucogenics, not unlike LSD or crystal Meth; though they are not party drugs. They possess healing properties and are considered “medicines” throughout South America. Though they are hallucogens, they are perfectly legal in South America and used by shamans for the purpose of spiritual healing. With the right shamanic guidance, an experience with San Pedro or ayahuasca will teach you many things about yourself.

By definition shamans are medicine men, spiritual doctors if you will. In western terms they’re known as psychologists. For years Shamanic healing has been regarded as primitive techniques by Western scientists, yet the medicine is far more effective than the poisoned drugs dished out by western GP´s and psychologists, have a far quicker response rate and are subsequently far less expensive than western treatments.

Ancient Shamanic Wisdom

The reason for this is that in reality the only person that can cure your demons, depressions and insecurities is you. Your entire being is psychological. Shaman´s know this. The ancients knew this. But knowing and believing are two different things. If you want it to, San Pedro will reaffirm your existence in the universe and cure any wounds opened up in the past.

As we pass through life our experiences instil a programme in our psyche, a way of thinking. Your personal experience will determine the outcome of your beliefs. Science shows that our first seven years of life go a long way into shaping how we behave as adults. But the fact of the matter is we continue to programmed by our experiences every day, good or bad, for the rest of our lives. The key to understanding yourself therefore is to learn your programmes and reverse any negative ones.

Whilst I was in Peru I wanted to experience either Ayahuasca or San Pedro for two reasons; for personal means, but also for research for the book – and subsequently this blog: Journeys to Ancient Worlds. It was purely by chance that I met Julian Jurak on a boat crossing Lake Titicaca, and after a moment of enlightenment one day in Puno, found myself at Paz y Luz in Pisac. It was here that I would have my first experience with San Pedro.

Pisac

Pisac is a sedate little village at the very beginning of the Sacred Valley, an hour´s collectivo drive from Cusco. Surrounded by raking mountains on all sides it’s a pleasure to just kick back and take in the picturesque scenery. Paz y Luz is a five minute ride in a Tuk Tuk, or moto-taxi as they are called in Peru. Peaceful and comfortable there is a good energy about the place. I felt safe and prepared for a spiritual journey in search of a soul.

San Pedro is regarded as a sacred plant among the ancient cultures of the Andean region and can be found in Chavin stone carvings and ceramics, some dating as far back as 15,000 BCE. It is extracted from the cactus plant and contains mescaline together with 30 other alkaloids. It is generally prepared by boiling strips of the cactus until it forms a powder. During the ceremony it is mixed with water and gulped down in one foul swoop. The taste is none too pleasant.

After drinking the medicine I laid on the yoga mat and blankets and waited for the medicine to kick-in. I wasn´t sure what to expect and was a little apprehensive. It rested heavily on my stomach and I felt nauseous, partly because I was forbidden to have breakfast.

It takes between 10 and 20 minutes for the medicine to take effect. At first you may feel lethargic and restless. It’s not unusual to purge. This is the plant clearing out any unwanted waste in your body. Subsequently it’s best practice not to eat meat, fish or anything spicy for two or three days before the ceremony. Likewise you must abstain from alcohol and sex, including masturbation. Self-discipline will reward you with a better experience.

The ceremony with Julian was performed in a circular temple, a bandstand-like structure with a straw roof known as a Moloka. Once the drug began to take effect, the red tiles on the floor morphed and swayed, the temple rocked gently like a giant hammock. Pachamama (Mother Earth) was seducing me with her rhythmic movement and I felt relaxed.

The Majestic Calm of Pisac

In Pisac the mountains are in full view from all directions. They came alive and appeared like a busy city at work from a bird’s eye view, like watching a line of ants from a distance. Majestic faces formed in the clouds. Now I understood why the Inca were so in tune with nature and believed the mountains had spirits that talked to them.

The Moloka

I laid on the yoga mat and wrapped blankets around me in awe of the surreal surroundings. The nausea had dissipated, but when I looked down at my legs my body appeared to me like a midget. My legs were like thin little stumps. I felt myself shrinking. Julian told me, “Sometimes you have to feel small before you can feel big.” It’s an integral part of personal growth.

Before a Shaman conducts a “medicinal ceremony,” he will ask you what you want to achieve from the session. This can be anything, physical and mental. If you have trouble with your joints a Shaman will fix them. I sometimes lack confidence in myself and suffer with anxiety. I wanted to address that. I was also intrigued in meeting with the creator I had heard so much about – especially during my time at Paz y Luz.

“Why do you lack confidence in yourself?” Julian asked.

Even before my experience with San Pedro I knew the answer to this stemmed from my childhood. I´m a right-brain thinker and often had different ideas to other people, but didn´t know how to express my ideas because I didn´t have the facts, yet normal views of people around me didn´t always make sense. I was picked on for this and often dismissed. It was often the case when I was growing up that I felt isolated.

Things didn´t improve when I was an adult and started work in an office. Somebody once told me they thought I was weird because “you write books and shit.” It was saddening to realise how narrow minded some people can be. Yet I need to accept that this is how the world is. If you don´t follow the herd, you become a black sheep on the fringes of society and find it difficult to be accepted. This is how I feel.

“Did you feel rejected as a child?” Julian asked me.

“Yes,” I said.

“Did anybody tell you that you were destined for failure?”

“Not in so many words.” But that is how I was made to feel.

“I am a failure is a common program,” Julian said. “Let´s replace that with I have complete confidence in my own ability in everything I do.”

He took my hand between his and went into a trance. Looking towards the heavens his eyeballs flickered behind his half-closed lids. I felt a surge of energy pulse through his hands into mine. It surged up my arm with a force I had never experienced from anybody. It was like a bolt of electricity flowing through my veins and with so much power my arm went numb.

“How does that feel?” Julian asked.

“Okay,” I said.

“Meditate on that program for a while. There will be more work to do later.”

San Pedro Visions

I meditated and felt a lightness wash over me. The whirring in my head softened as though the pressure had leaked out through my ears. After meditating I went for a walk in the garden. My legs were so light it felt as though I was walking in blancmange. The flowers glowed with such vivid colours my surroundings appeared like a Beatles video.

I was sharing my San Pedro experience with Doris, an Austrian girl who was working at Paz y Luz. She had worked with San Pedro before, but felt as though she needed another session. She told me she had issues from her childhood, mainly rejection and ill-treatment from her older brothers who used to bully her.

I watched Julian performing the same re-programming with her as he had on me. It was a profound moment. In the temple I could suddenly see lines that crossed like a matrix. Everything seemed to form in geometric patterns. A dome of light emanated from Julian and Doris and Doris´ face morphed rapidly into different characters from old to young, anguished and afraid. Then suddenly, peace. She looked beautiful. Had I just see a moment of creation?

Later Julian came over to work with me again. “Do you trust yourself?” he asked.

“Not always.”

“Why do you think that?”

“I have this fear that I´m not doing things right. Sometimes it stops me from writing.”

“Do you think that´s because you will be rejected by others?”

“Possibly. I don´t really know, rejections are part of my work and that doesn´t worry me. My problem is that I worry I won´t find the right words.”

“You expect too much from yourself.” Julian told me. “Let´s work with that. I´m going to change the program ´I have no confidence in myself,´ to ´I trust myself completely in everything I do.´ He pumped the program through my arm. That was trust and confidence in myself dealt with.  After that it was trust in others and trust in the universe.

Six years ago I gave up my job and sold my house to pursue a writing career. In effect, I lost all my financial security to chase after what might have just been a pipe dream. Initially I even moved to Amsterdam in search of inspiration, to live a little. England was too dull for me. But the massive changes to my life deepened my anxiety. In Amsterdam I went to a counsellor to try and improve my condition and improve my confidence. The results were fleeting.

Spiritual Healing in Pisac

The effects of San Pedro last for around eight hours. Some ceremonies only last four or five hours. Julian likes to make his potion strong so his clients get more from the session. As the light was fading he made a fire. The reason was so he could perform a ´pestacho´ a ceremony whereby you offer gifts to Pachamama and burn away your fears and frustrations.

I wanted my anxiety to burn away. At the time it didn´t feel as though it was working. Doris took my hand in hers and as we watched the sunset over the mountains the soothing feeling returned. Lights flashed in the sky like a disco. “That´s for us ” Doris said. “We´re part of nature.”

That night I went to bed feeling a little weird. I had a lot to think about and didn´t feel as though the experience with San Pedro had helped as much as I had hoped. I felt melancholic and tired. Yet the next day I felt great and have done ever since. No anxiety clouds in the head, no worries about what to write when I face a blank page. When I feel low or anxious, I meditate with the mantra, “I have complete faith in myself, in others, and in the Universe,” and feel the positive effects instantly. There is no doubt in my mind that my experience with San Pedro in Peru has reprogrammed my way of thinking – something western science could not give me.

Whether our ancient ancestors used hallocugens for greater purposes is open for debate. My personal experience certainly wasn´t as profound as some of the reports I read, but then I am still on a journey to discover (I hope) what the human mind can really be capable of – whether in a sober state or with stimulation. What I can categorically say from my experience with San Pedro it helped me see the world in a different light and maybe stripped a way a layer of the veil that conceals the truth. I hope it is possible for humankind to travel to other dimensions and learn more about ourselves and the universe, but until I have that experience I will never know the truth – but after my experience with San Pedro in Peru, I feel I have taken a step closer to becoming one with the source.


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